Category: 1. My Poetry

Project Onto Me

By Nullus

Whatever you think,
The things you perceive.
Whatever you dream,
The things you believe.
A facsimile,
A fabrication,
An indignity,
A limitation.

Wherever you go,
You blacken the sky.
Wherever you spread,
Your essential lie.
A testimony,
An accusation.
A duplicity,
An agitation.

Whoever you smear, 
With notions of lust.
Whoever you touch,
Withers into dust.
A hyperbole,
Vilification.
Credibility,
Assassination.

Whichever they chose,
The truth they perceive.
Whichever they want,
The truth they believe.
A codology,
A disillusion.
A veracity,
A revelation.

Whenever you sob,
Projecting your grime.
Whenever you fuss.
Revealing your crime,
My integrity,
My domination.
Your pathology,
Your ruination.


© Nullus 2023

Irradiated Arkham

By Nullus

Steering through the half-light,
Where the moon and sun brawl.
She’s inebriated,
Pavement saturated,
Wastewater backwash,
Puddles and potholes,
Rats and cockroaches crawl.

Foundational bedrock,
Municipal bosom.
Forgotten miseries,
Missed opportunities,
Banishing the sacred,
Metamorphic fragments, 
Foliated bedlam!

Streets reek of piss and pot,
Wasteland of rotting rust.
Plant-eating platitudes,
Licentious attitudes,
Vacuums in barren wombs,
Avenues of refuse,
Decomposed human dust.

Unappetizing meat,
Bio-banality.
Counterfeit nourishment,
Pernicious instrument,
Putrid bourgeois Bugmen,
Pill-popping nightcrawlers,
Bijou reality.

Social fabrication,
Funding deliria.
Sullied Miskatonic,
Students catatonic,
Deceitful faculty,
Squandering intellect,
Agnostophobia!

Mandarin upper class,
Street-dumping technocrats.
Commodified potions, 
Dog-collared emotions,
Mock upper echelon,
Unleashed lunatics! 
Aquiline autocrats.

Barbarism expands,
Anti-life treachery.
Premeditated sprees,
Unscrupulous glowies, 
Ethnic liquidation,
Crime and solipsism,
Demographic cruelty!

An urban asylum.
A city of nightmares.
Sweet Lady Liberty!
Why have you betrayed me?
The city I once loved,
The city I call home,
The city of blank stares.

And the serpent hissed in Lady Liberty’s ear:
The old Gorgon defeated the new Colossus.


© Nullus 2022

Righteous Contempt

By Nullus

(Written on St. George's Day, 2022)

My father is dying,
I am paralyzed!
My mother is crying, 
I am stigmatized!
My love’s petrified stare,
We are traumatized!
Dear God! My deepest prayer!
My trembling baby!
My son! My destiny!

Disjointed spires swing,
Steeples perforate.
Dissonant church bells ring,
Lost souls resonate.
Malevolence obscures,
Technocrats sedate.
Remorseless saboteurs!
Promoting Satan!
Dead civilization!

Faceless masks ridicule,
Grotesqueries cheer.
Voluptuaries drool,
On bullhorns of fear.
Warping our perception,
Sociopaths leer.
Riots! Revolution!
Treacherous shepherds!
Pharisaic bastards!

Cormorants devour,
In public spaces.
Rootless bug men cower,  
In networked cages.
Collaborators spew,
Disruptive phrases.
The dragon awakens!
Armies of garbage!
Civil wars and Carnage!

The vile basilisk seethes,
Human sacrifice!
Unbaptized hordes reel, 
Corrupted by vice!
For my son! My daughter!
I will pay the price!
Save us from this slaughter!
Saint George, the slayer,
Vanquish God’s betrayer!

Golden trumpets bellow,
Beams of light cascade!
Righteous contempt echoes,
Calling for crusade.
He draws his blessed sword.
I embrace its blade.
I swear to you, Saint George!
I will end this fight!
To crush all parasites!


© Nullus 2022

They Day They Killed Love

By Nullus

What’s this insane duplicity?
Are we allowed to love?
Are they allowed to hate?
This distortion of twisted notes,
The need to incessantly permeate!
It cuts deep!
It burns and sears!
There are no tears.
Our souls flutter like a lost dove,
This was the day they killed love!

Does anyone even listen?
Is it your choice?
Or did you abdicate?
Eros and Cupid ascending,
These villains want you to masturbate!
It’s empty!
There’s no release!
Emotion deceased.
Eyes anemic and shoddy.
This is how they took your body!

Where is comradery?
Who will be by my side?
Where are you, my brethren?
Phila! My ally! My sibling!
They defiled the brotherhood of men!
I’m alone!
It’s very dark!
This truth is stark.
Affection reserved for no other.
This is how they killed your brother!

What happened to our family?
How did it fall apart?
Will this end in slaughter?
Storge! Home! The familiar!
They spit on our traditions and honor!
We all weep.
No sensation.
Ethnos and nation.
Ripping our bonds asunder,
This is how they killed your mother!

Have you witnessed our creator?
Did they hide his essence?
Or did we turn away?
Cherished divinity ignored,
These snakes openly mock our Agape!
It’s frozen!
Everything cold!
Souls gathering mold.
Selfless love is decried as a fraud!
This is how they want to kill God!


© Nullus 2019

The Death of Pagliacci

By Nullus

Where once
Amusing memes,
Anecdotes,
Banter danced upon lily-pads of the digital current,
The jester languishes.

A bleak vacuum,
Sadness
Unremittingly darkens the sky.
Humorless ghouls salivate on despondent souls,
Feasting ravenous on the day merriment began to die.

Decades of hermitage left Pierrot in somber commotion,
His hair disheveled, his eyes in a trance.
Innocent expectation lost,
Three rings of misery, 
Spectacles of irrelevance.


Distressed whiteface makeup,
Anxiety cracks.
Circus trumpets overshadowed by
Deafening lamentation!

Humpback harpies in shabby lime synthetic wigs,
Neurotics push inhibiting nootropics for artificial frowns.
Three rings of misery approach for the final gig.
Three rings of misery scream: 
“Send in the Clowns!”

Rejected auguste -
Penitent blackface -
Gullible buffoon -
Tramp forsaken -
Passive mime -
Harlequin whore -
Commercialized rodeo clown.

Pierrot abandoned his brethren,
Leaving them alone to cry.
His home for fools a ruin,
This is what happens, 
When Pagliacci die.

Cuilibet fatuo placet sua calva!
Ha! Ha ha ha.

© Nullus 2022

Confetti

By Nullus

Liberals pontificating in the media,
Communists proliferating in academia, 
PROPAGANDA
                                             floods the airwaves:
                                                                                          Trigger Warning!
Feminists hollering in your ear,
Taps and claps oscillating with jeers, 
SCREAMS
                                             shatter eardrums:
                                                                                          Misogynistic
      											                          Toxic 
                                                                                          Masculinity!
Predators grooming innocents,
Pronouns destroying adolescents,
MOLESTORS
                                             defile the youth:
                                                                                                    Drag 
                                                                                                               Queen 
                                                                                          Story 
                                                                                                      Hour!
Antifa forming committees,
BLM rampaging in the cities,
SAVAGES
                                             get no punishment:
                                                                                          Systemic Racism!

Demographics in rapid decline,
Occidental identities to redesign,
ILLEGALS
                                             swarm the borders:
                                                                                          White Privilege!
Nations crumbling in the West,
Oligarchs replacing our best,
CITIZENSHIP
                                             on the market:
                                                                                          Refugees?


                                                                                          Welcome?!
Quantitative Easing cocoon,
Sovereign Debt expanding balloon,
GENERATIONS
                                             of docile servants:
                                                                                          You
                                                                                                 Will
                                                                                                        Own 
                                                                                                               Nothing!
Politicians restricting your breath,
Experts prescribing your death,
INJECTIONS
                                             of the malevolent:
                                                                                          Trust
                                                                                          
                                                                                                           The 

                                                                                                                      Science! 
Parasites rotting your mind,
Globalists destroying mankind,
NOWHERE TO RUN
                                             all the same:
                                                                                          The Great Reset!


                                                      © Nullus 2022

Silhouette

I’m the shadow,
Of a world that never existed.
At least it’s still in my memories.
I’m the harbinger of failure,
A monument of despair.
I’m dying.
And I feel no pain.

A young man’s joust,
This failed prototype must step aside.
Lessons for the sons never sired,
Learn from this forlorn exemplar.
I beseech you Saint Michael!
Intercede!
Defend them in war!


© Nullus 2022

The Sun is Coming

Lyrics by Nullus – Music composed by v m v x e c – Video by Flash Gorgone

Thank you for the epic collaboration! 

Manufactured polarization,
Conjuring an infernal psyop,
Farcical politicization,
Your fraudulent soul will never stop!

Smothering depraved obscuration, 
We let you lead our children astray!
Perverse serpentine fornication,
Deeply flawed, grotesque, and grey.

Refrain:
You were given a chance, 
Testing our composure,
You were tolerated for a while,
But now it’s all over.

We were beyond patient:
Zero sum flash of Truth.
This game isn’t theory anymore,
Right-angle azimuth.

Now the Sun is coming,
There’s nothing you can do,
Searing flashes of restitution,
Menacing scathing hue.

Your assortment of cheap fripperies,
Pitiful transhumanist charade,
Crowns of plastic-covered trickeries,
Cheap gadgets that erode and degrade.

And you! You! Who do you think you are?!
Your continuance absurd and wrong!
We’ve grown tired of your repertoire,
Our bright sun will forever shine strong!

Your sophistry is in its last stage,
Our energy rising into one!
From this day forward this is our age!
From this day forward this is our sun!

You only exist by our good grace,
We are the ascending horizon!
You’re expected to assume your place!
You were warned not to stir the lion! 

Refrain:
You were given a chance, 
Testing our composure,
You were tolerated for a while,
But now it’s all over.

We were beyond patient:
Zero sum flash of Truth.
This game isn’t theory anymore,
Right-angle azimuth.

Now the Sun is coming,
There’s nothing you can do,
Searing flashes of restitution,
Menacing scathing hue.

© Nullus (Lyrics)  v m v x e c (Music) 2021